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I haven't update the blog for a few days I think. I've been busy watching card captor sakura. AH!!! I can come out with the usual Japanese's phrases already. hahas.

I can really catch on to language pretty well. Hahas. Well, if I have interest that is. Oh wells. I'm already at my last 7 episodes or so. There's seventy in total. Weee..

I've already not attended 3 classes out of hmmm, 5? Excluding tomorrow's lesson. Hahahas.

The lazy me has kicked in. =(

Well for those who don't know. This laziness of mine was my downfall in o levels period. Will it be my downfall once again? I hope not.

Well, initially I was very determined and hardworking during the first semester. But well, I think I became more and more distracted. Well, I use to read all the time last time too. Getting distracted during last semester. But hey, I managed well.

But, I think I'm more distracted this time round.

Let's just hope for the best. Hahahas. And I'll repeat this, I do not want to become the group leader. Weee...

Did you know? I have this terrible 'Don't care' attitude. It pisses some of my friends off. Well, that's because I can shut out the world when I want to. Pretty bad sometimes. But I really love it when I do sometimes.

Why? Because its peaceful and I don't think about anything else besides what I really want to do at that point of time.

Well, I'm attending my first lesson of marketing tomorrow. I missed two lessons already. My friends will sure lecture me if they read this. They always do.

But I think the more they did it, they more I ignored them. Hmmm...

It use to work last time for a while. Until I got tired of the nagging, I use to remember switching off my phone just to avoid their phone calls. Sometimes I go to the extend of blocking them. Yes, literally shutting them out.

I don't like people cramping me into one corner. Makes me feel uneasy and choked up. Hahahas.

Well I got through the first semester. I'll be fine in this one as well! =)

Anyways, I wanna thank wanru and eugenia for making me quite immune. I'm not as immune as them. But hey, I know when to switch it on and off. hahahas.

You know, sometimes people are so concern about other people all the time. Sometimes other people do need their own air to breathe you know. So I'll not bother that person. Pretty interesting huh?

But its part of some people's personality to just care. They cannot help but worry and all. Sometimes they say to me 'you don't care mehs?'. Hahahas. I do, but well, I cannot be bothered or rather, should I?

Most of the time I'll say, they chose to be that way. Let them be.

They'll grow. Like I did. Like I was forced to. Like I had to. Gosh, I feel kinda bitter now huh?

Hmmm, bitter.. I wonder.. That doesn't really fit me, does it?

The tendency to just scoff at people. Doesn't fit at all..
Posted on: Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Posted at: 1:06 AM